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Saturday, October 28, 2006
27 oct
2:08 PM went vivo AGAIN.with yinghui. watched 'deathnote' dont really have an ending. but i kind of like the show the god of death is like. cute and ugly.. and L is so cute.=)
27 oct
2:01 PM well i'm jealous. i just cant stop thinking about it. everything everywhere. the thoughts. the memories. part of me want it to be forgotten another part of me want it to stay. i hate this.
27 oct
2:32 AM well. im sad. not because i'm retaining or what. i dont know yet. i really miss you girl.. we're like so far apart now. talk to me.. please. i'm like becoming a different person. what's happening? hmmm. it's probably because i'm without you guys. it's my fault.dumb me. Tuesday, October 24, 2006
3:27 PM worked today again. so tired sharlene came for work! LOLS. she look great in the uniform! did cashier. helped out bar and service.. actually eugene's quite a nice guy. he's so lame la. when ask him why he speak so softly, he says he's sick. he's not lah!! and he's actually not bad.. as in he can speak english, chinese, malay and japanese.. and jiawei came today. must be to fetch tingting. lols =) i wonder why i didnt get the silent treatment today? i was all prepared to be silent all the way.
23 oct o6
2:56 PM skipped school again. morning met up with joey for breakfast. then i went home to sleep then to work! work was fun. there was this group of 4 sitting at 4o4. is like i took their order wrongly.. not because i didnt write it down. but i really didnt know he ordered CL3. so i went back and apologised. they asked me my age. cause they were like betting on it lah!. so lame. lols.. and they guessed 22.. -.-' i thought i had babyface. some hairdresser said tt. then they guessed 18 then 16. but not 15. then once in a while they will ask me stuff that they betting on. like the month of my birthday.. although it's them who were playing im kinda glad they're having fun. LOLS. plus there's one cute guy among them!! super cute. and handsome. he has braces too !! and he looks really familiar.. very familiar. he reminded me of this customer wearing a white top and coloured contacts. aww probably is the same person. lols! Friday, October 20, 2006
oct 19
2:36 AM now im at home. skipped school today. guess what? i passed my comprehension by 1 mark. - 26/50 i guess im counted lucky in my class. i'm one of the 7 in my class to pass compre.THANK GOD but.. i haven't pass any english papers for the whole of this year. so.. the marks will be pulled down. hopefully i'll be able to promote though. if not.. i don't know what to do. Wednesday, October 18, 2006
17 oct 2006
3:40 PM vivocity is like supppppppppeeeeeeerrrrrr !!!! i so love that place can. you name it they have it. lols all the shops can be found la!. lols. whether you heard of it or not. there's topshop, zara, forever21 etc. i love the clothes at forever 21. and the accessories. omggoshh. i gotta save up for building fund and shopping spree at forever 21. hahs. 20 of us watched 'stay alive' together. there's jeremy liu and ng, pretiv and his younger brother, qiu yi, zumei,jocelyn,hoon siang,kar hong, wee qian, weijie, alex,xingyong,korn, brian,krit, edison, bowen,toshi and me!! alot right?it was like super la. wee qian made alot noise also. hha.. the show was stupid. but not bad la as in. wasn't THAT boring. but not scary AT ALL. pearl and joey came afterward. and yeah.. all of us split up and some left. so only zumei,joey,qiuyi, pearl and i. tracy,pearl's friend, joined us for awhile.. hahs. pearl looks great!! hmmm..anyway.. this is for my brother, yes you know you're the one. i read the message.. didnt fully digest it all but yeah.. i mean.. thanks for your concern and all. it's amazing that you remember so much stuff i said.. i was very touched while reading it though.i guess you're right. i'm keeping too much to myself. but seriously i dont know how to express all out. i dont dare to either..and im really sorry i'm like always so mean to you. when im unhappy and stuff.. it's not even your fault or what that im unhappy or frustrated.. i shouldn't have done that.* that is sooo bugging me. take care Iz..! Tuesday, October 17, 2006
16 oct 2006
2:32 PM silence throughout and forever? well. i'm sad again.heartless people. ughh things happen, i'm hesitant and when it doesn't happen, i long for it. dumb me. i'm counted lucky, but i just take things for granted i'm no princess so why am i acting as if i'm one. i'm afraid i'll have panic attacks. yinghui i miss you sooo much. i wanna hangout with you, take many many pictures with you again. Thursday, October 12, 2006
12 oct
5:01 AM last second paper of the year.!! i cant wait for tml.. im going to cut my hair!! yayys. plus tml will be the final paper.. after tt no need to be that stress. and sunday i'll be working.. i miss all the people. hahs.. and i'll be working fullshift on hari raya too.. meaning i will get lots on that day.. finally, my break is coming. im so like.. dead these few days. i am going to work and work and shop and shop. hahas.! Tuesday, October 10, 2006
9 0ct
4:02 PM had SS and fnn.. fnn paper made me feel like just giving all up. like yesterday, im studying again. except why is time passing so slowly? not that its a bad thing. but its just tt.. restless lahhs geog and science doesn't give that much pressure, but the thought of studying until so late and not tested of the topics i studied is affecting me. ughh today, im blessed through celest's blessings. we had like 20+ off total bill at PIZZAHUT. amjad bought a cake for celest. it was yummy!! and we went to shop.. not very fruitful for me but celest got her a perfume!! okay. i should get back to my books. gdnight! Monday, October 09, 2006
8 oct
4:35 PM HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAHHHHHLING!! you know who you are.. hahs.. love ya soooooooooooooooooo much. mwahhs. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOLEEN TOO!! hahas.. God bless. ben and jerry's trip was super. hahs.. was with jyoi today, studying was made fun. because of me of course!. we shopped a little ,studied alot.. =) and we took neoprints. it's the first time lehs. and super nice can. hahs.. we saw the'jianwei' or something guy with his girl. we were behind and imitating them holding hands! LOLS. crazy us.. anyway, i cant wait to give my dahling her birthday gift.. i hope you! like it!! =) i also cant wait for tml. when we going to EAT! hahs.. and i think a i need a doc. a psychologist.. i think i have anxiety..do i ?? *mugs* Wednesday, October 04, 2006
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2:29 PM  jyoi and adweeena fooling around:  .jpg) i'm fake i'm sad i'm scared. tell me what have become of me?.
who i am hates who i've been-
o3 1o o6
2:14 PM i do feel it too. what has happened to me.? i too want us like before. but what's wrong.? i have no idea.i'm once again down in the deep darkness. loneliness and fear.. tell me how to get you.? sometimes i think i'm just a replacement. am i? God tell me what to do please.im scared.. Monday, October 02, 2006
1 oct 06
2:47 PM happy birthday to you~ happy birthday to you~ happy birth~day to shamsul~ happy birthday to you~!!!! hahs.. well.i think im really in need to diet. FULL DIET. why, you might ask. i went to riverview hotel to eat the riverview palace with my granny, aunt,dad and brother. and ate until i vomitted a little when i reached home. BLEH. but it's all GOOD FOOD however, i did not eat breakfast and lunch today. except i did eat a bar of chocolate. THEN.! we, meaning my dad and brother and i, ate dinner at xin wang hongkong cafe. it's like the hongkong version of new york new york. and it was GOOD FOOD too!!. but now im feeling GUILTY. guilty of eating too much. OHNO.! i think i've grown another 10 kgs. =( okay.. exams coming up. God bless me and the others who are having their exams please. im mugging and mugging almost everyday. so hardworking these days.. but easily restless. and i still haven't start on my geography, emath, chemistry!,and f&n. i need time. time time time . |
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