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it's a long day today
skipped school
what for? it's teachers' day and i suppose ms toh expected me to be absent. LOL

but still.
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO:
ms toh, mdm mah, ms lim, mdm lim, mr peh, mr chan, mdm ho, ms clara chan, ms huang, mr razli & mr quek. ( the teachers i really like! :D)

they're really a blessing to me.
some from primary school and some from secondary.
mr peh's exception. he was my tuition teacher.
i like him. he's funny. haha.

since i skipped school. what did i do today?
i met other. that is nixi wenkai andy dorigo etc to send Sun off.
we made a board for her :D shall show the picture next time.

then roughly about... 3 or 3 plus we wait at the entrance
she arrived :D:D:D:D:D i mean i totally went mad.
oh yes. my twin-shuhui was there too!
uh back to topic.
first thing. she looks so HOT. and i really like her top.
just love everything of her can.
my role model.

we took pictures with her.
i felt too excited i forgot to hug her. UGH so wasted. LOLS
i can't wait for her to come back again.
if only i ACTUALLY know her.
she's such a cool mummy.
i wanna be a mum like her too!

wel well. so after she left.
nixi, wenkai and i went to philly's
ate at serangoon's before tt.

before i continue.
it's a great super day today :D

ok. so we went for cell group.
brendon from pastor aries zone came to play for us
thanks man! :D
so we played game. MY TEAM WON!
but yeah. the other team is so close behind.
so fun :D but really. everyone played well. good job guys!

the word was good.
i felt really convicted.
tell you what. i'm going change. i know and i know.

lala. primary sch gathering after Os and Ns
work after Os and prom and all
i can't wait. :D

i miss dancing.

looking at ciara's video.
wanna dance like her.
she's quite HOT too. :D

though her hair is what i call bushy.
she made it like very nice.

hahs. after Os.
i shall continue my dance.
i can't wait. yays!

a math was quite alright.
lols guess wht.
i was doing half-way and ''the great escape'' came into my mind.
such an odd timing.

today's real tiring. slept yesterday only at about 3+ am
almost late for school but never. phew.

think later will do the same.
well, tomorrow's emath then FNN.
God bless me. and also other O lvlers. and Ns too.
e math is boring. *ptsk*

coffee's good. God's better!
give me strength to stay up through the night.

it's the ho-ho mugging season once again!

let's have faith.
we'll do very well for prelims!

confess and believe.
ADRINA YOU CAN DO IT
i know i can and i'll glorify my God :D


and to xy: don't worry k?
let's study hard together.
when we do our best, you know it.
God will do the rest. :D

let's depend on His strength as we do our revision.
seriously, i really wanna thank Him.
He's really the best.
i don't even know what to use to describe His greatness.


now.
indeed NOW is the time
for us to shine.
to shine for Him!!

on my media player right now: worship You alone

well. :D im all smiles again

thank God for His strength.
well. just realised that these days,
not very in tuned with God.

Lord, see that i'm running back to You
back into your embrace.
i'm going to do whatever it takes
to make myself hungrier for You.
i need You more than i need anything else.
i really do.
my life is all Yours.
use me as You wish.

from this day on.
it's REALLY all about You.
not me, not me anymore.
all my life, take over.
my life's set apart for You.

i will follow after You
for You are my desire
oh Jesus, my heart belongs to You

- lyrics of worship You alone.

english paper today.
i was really sleepy and cold.
and i was wearing my jacket already!
it's raining outside the hall and the fan is blowing my direction from the start till the end of the paper. FREEZED! LOLS

tml's SS. i've wanted to give up.
lols. suddenly something in me made me.
persevere.
i'm going study till late tonight.
i hope i can. i believe i can
i need to get used to the sleepless nights
if not, i'd be sleeping most of the times instead of studying.

'adrina! you can do it and you know why'
yeah, i do know why.
i've got a secret weapon. :D:D





just went to macs to check.
no. no missing wallets.
well. i dont care.
maybe the night shifts dont know about any missing wallets in the evening.
i'm definitely going to ask tml morning.

provide me with my wallet please.

i'm sad but not devastated.
i just feel like. i lost a portion of me

fishballs! bryan just reminded me.
oh no. have i got my IC in it?
no pls. noo. replacement fee for all the cards
ezlink, IC, library card(dont look down on this k!), atm and all is going to kill me

eh devil. i suppose you dont repay me all these for taking my stuff away do you?
i fed up with you alright. you DUMBDUMB. i don't think that's cute or whatever.
think you're just pathetic that even my wallet you also wanna have.
you must be real CHEAP! i can go on and on. but i guess i won't wanna spare any more of my strength to continue. and ya know what. my Daddy is greater than you. and He's going to provide for me. you can't do a single thing. poor stuff.. no wonder you resort to this.

i must confess this

MY WALLET WILL COME BACK.
please do. it's like my life.
i dont mind if the green one gets lost.
but not the black one please.
my bodyshop, newurbanmale, atm, and all.

ADRINA! it'll be found.
thank God in advance :D:D:D

went out with anzoe after studying at macs with her and ying.
check out benefit.
the sales person was very kind and used benetint and the mascara.
it's totally brilliant. enhances your face :D:D
i'm going to get it soon. BE MINE BABY!

hahs. then we proceeded to far east
we scanned through majority of the shops.
but. she ended up buying only a white top, ear studs and some sort of jumper thing.
and me, only a red bottom. well..
at least something off my wishlist.

absent from school today
due to my sore eye
well. i've almost recovered fully
but the right's still a little swollen

met yinghui for lunch at Ajisen
and also studied.
ate a lot today but satisfied with all.
:D

i almost destroyed this blog
THANKS TO KELVIN.
saved my blog. and i.

this i going to be very long. I KNOW.
i have so much to say.

firstly, i wanna thank JIARONG once again for the 'breakaway' cd.
you really really made my day!

friday:

cell group day!
well, i was blessed by the message. very much!
attaining Godliness through discipline.
what we really really need in our everyday life.
something we need to be equipped of while 'chasing donkeys' LOLS
i need to adopt a giving and generous heart, and be a person we SINCERELY cares for others and being sensitive to others. not forgetting being christian who is full of faith and love:D

saturday:

ushering was great
sermon was super too!
dr. joyce preached about seizing the moment and not missing the opportunity.
she and her rocking chair. lols.
but what i get after the day,
knowing who i am in christ.
and i should live a life of TODAY
i'm just so blessed. no.. toooo blessed.

and sunday: which is today,

she preached about receiving the love of God and letting that love flow through us.
so after today, i'm going to like UGH.
dont know how should i put it.
i have just too much too say.

well well.. it's just. lols.
i cant even find a word in my vocab good enough to represent my feeling.

thank God for such a great and anointed woman.
:D :D

i got tagged! lols. by wenkai. lols. do i get a prize for this.? :D

Rules of the game: Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!

1. some of you may have noticed, i sing. without even thinking that i was about to do that.

2. i feel like getting a piercing on top of my mouth. LOLS

3. i look at girls but i'm totally straight. :)

4. i can cook!! in fact i love cooking

5. i cannot plan my money well enough to have enough to spend.

6. i thought of marrying an Eurasian.

7. i want boxers. :P

8. my brain is over-used in the wrong things, like what colour yakult should i drink LOLS

9. i need attention and affection from people. it's rather important to me.

10. FINALLY. lols. i've used so much brainjuice on what to say. i wanna try skinnydipping. :P

yay the important peope who're going to get attacked!! I SUDDENLY FEEL SO EVIL!

the lucky six are

:celes
:yinghui
:shu hui
:guisheng
:lay yen
:jia rong as in.woofwoof jiarong.

i shall blog about today
great great great GREAT GREAT! :)
went to yinghui's place.
studied and ate and stuff.
i like the place.
and we're going to study and swim afterward. i hope.
but i seriously like the place luh.
although i havent see any cute guys around
but. BUT there's cute eurasian kids.
so super cute.
they were playing hide and seek in the LOUNGE LOUNGE. lols.

afterwhich. i rushed down to CG
waited for yiming at bus stop to go tgt.
he looks more mature in school U. :D
and cell group was SUPER!!
the game
the p&w
the word.
it's just WOW :)

revelation for the day: what we find precious, God will see it as precious too!

i cant wait for tml. love fridays,saturdays and sundays!


well well well..
i had a fun time doing practical exam.
very fun. :D
but was careless at one part when i thought the carbonate was carbon dioxide.
but overall was super.
btw, before we went for prac, korn did something super funny and stupid in AVA room.
he unzipped quite a bit of his pants trying to change the way he wears his pants
just because joey said her friend wore it tt way. but after that, he wore back the normal way except it was lower this time. think it's under the butt already. lols.!

and the quarantine wasn't that terrible
we joined ms james class to prepare oral, played some games with classmates and etc.
and finally it's over at 12.30
we waited like 2 hours

after that, we WAITED for oral again. from 2pm onwards
waited until 4 plus then it's my turn
wah its a super boring wait.
lucky korn and nigel tgt was rather entertaining.
and jovi blew salive bubbles. haha.
COOL but slimy? lols
so it was my turn and you unexpectedly, the invigilators were SUPER NICE AND FRIENDLY
they're the best! HAHA.

so afterwhich i rushed to cine. supposed to catch simpsons with mer and wk.
but i finished oral about 5 and the show started 4.30plus. and when i reached it was 5.45
so. just waited for them to come out instead. but i wasn't really sad. although i could've used the money to buy... my eyeliner? lols.

then rushed down to tuition. rush rush rush.
in class. sitting opp me this guy who came for makeup tuition.
i cant stand him so avoided his eye contact.
he cant stop smiling. even while doing his essay.
i felt so uncomfortable la so i frowned like the whole 2 hours.
guess ill be wrinkled soon.

btw. IM SUPER STRESS.
VERY VERY STRESS INDEED.
i hope i can go for retail therapy to soothe my nerves and destress.
if only
if only i have cash. lols

i must persevere.
but i need a motivation.

things to do and to buy:

eyeliner
a bag that fits most of my outfits. or many a few.
benefit, anna sui, shu uemura, MAC, make up stoe
earphones
shoes and plenty of them
S$40 for Joey
forever21, topshop, pull&bear, ralphlauren, zara, warehouse
breakaway CD
coloured leggings(i just love leggings)
white. red jeans.
wardrobe and shoe cabinet.

save $1700 :):):)

went joey's house to study and all
it's so fun.
we sat at her 'roof terrace'
and we imagined a lot of thing
what 'seashore, hunks etc.'
cannot make it la!
i havent hang out with her like tt for so long!
i'm so happy today!! :)



FED UP RIGHT NOW.
well not really la. just disappointed.
in whichever it is.

they say i'm a bad student.
they dont even know what i'm doing in my life.
i don't think they even have the right to say.
he says i'm deaf.
for not hearing what he says.
yeah. right i'm deaf.

go on man.
you guys love to say these sort of stuff about me so much
GO ON!
my self-esteem is higher than you think it is.
yes it's hurting but tears can cure. :)
thank God

almost forgot!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOH ZU MEI
you're a xiao tou k? :)
*shakes hand a thousand times*

anyway the birthday cakes is nice. super nice.!
lols. and..

we wasted alot of cream today already.

im eating and i just can't stop eating.
these popcorns just taste so great! :)

school's fine.
studied with joleen at delifrance just now
i had onion soup.
it's simply delicious. :):):)
2 thumbs up for that.

well. so i'm back here sitting in front of the com.
shall go bathe soon. and study while im online

many tests tml.
and can someone just lend me the tie?



yay!!
joleen tml.
simpsons next tues.

i'm so excited!!

anyway. i still thinking. of. jay. chou. and. his. song.
lols. he could be my boyfriend in heaven?
if i see him that is.. haha

anyway. service was superb.
and i'm so happy cause today,
xingyong jerome and serene came. :)

God of my youth i remember.
la
la
la
la
.
.
.

God of my forever
and forever i'm with you
my life is saved with a price
your sacrifice redeemed my soul

God of my forever
and forever i will sing
my greatest honor will always be
to serve my Lord and King.

forever and ever
Jesus You alone
in glory reign

forever and ever
with You i walk
this narrow way

i super love this song.
it's a new song
and Alison. really. sang. it.beautifully
i simply love her voice.
she's indeed anointed!

and. thank God for rev. dr. A.R Bernard.
great sermon her preached.

*reminder for myself:

respect and basic manners.


im going craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy!!
this is like a power-packed week!!

yesterday went to have dinner at pizzahut with my family.
then met up celes and zoe to celebrate national day.
well.. quite stupid.
when we got there people are already leaving.
so we went to new york new york to chill.
took loads of pictures and celes and i played a game of pool.
versus a group of. unknown. haha
and fortunately we won.

then we went to esplanade to sit.
and we sat and sat and sat.
then.. suddenly. we got soooo quiet.
but alright la. cause that kind of place too noisy also not very nice.
but overall i had a lot of fun.
will be posting some pictures soon :)

then today. i met up with zoe, chyuan ming(i think thats how you spell it) and samantha to go eat steamboat. OMG. it's like super fun, and hot, and painful(cause the oil splatters at you allll the time.)

we had like a great time eating. lols. well at least i did:)
then zoe and i went to dhoby to get her stockings and walked over to istana park and took pictures. VERY FUN TOO.

then i guess i shall charge up my camera for a photo session tml again!
yay! :P











games + makan time!! :)











still playing...










dinner time at youth council.











look at the tickets!!











that's the whole group of us :D
minus wenkai, philly, anvis and samson.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!


i had so much fun today!
i watched disturbia with yinghui.
the guy is sooooooooooo cute!! and the show was super nice.

then i went to meet cell group and friend
we went to.. SMU there for some games.
we played.. the 10 cent game, polar bear etc..
so fun!! :) took a lot of pictures too!! hahs.
we also ate ben and jerry's ice cream while playing.
we then went to the youth council there to have our dinner.

guess what? 20 or us watched movie together. 20!!
the tickets were like LOOOOOONG. but cool.. i like:)
we watched secret. its not very bad but not as nice as i expected luh.

well. but jay chou is sooooooooooooo super charming
a boyfriend like him will be so great:)
i also wanna play the piano. that particular song in that song.

then we went to send some people off before we head to starbucks to chill.
lala.. nothing much though. just sit around and chat.
BUT it's not boring k. we took a lot picture today too! yayness :)



im seriously very happy.
but dont know what to do tml.

how can i??
so mad at myself.
for the things i do because i just wanna follow others
i should start using my brain to think.
and not just do things blindly.

and. i call myelf a christian?
if that's the case im a bad christian.
i've repented, but will i get the forgiveness i HOPE i deserve?

save-adrina-campaign

aims:

godliness
generosity
self-lessness
committed to things i do
caring
humble
a blessing to others
a listening ear
etc.

well i cant sleep. this thing is bugging me.
im glad i have my God, my family and cell group. :)

read jiaying's blog.
i knew one of them would write about how unhappy they were about us today.
well. we were at fault. yeah. i admit. and we did feel bad.
i guess after today i will start to become the outkast in class.
before this i never felt very belong-ed either.
if i were more belong-ed, i guess........
CONGRATS YOU DARN ADRINA.
(i brought this whole shiat upon myself)

i guess i won't talk to them the same way as before in class.
so it's just me myself and i. maybe plus joey.
but joey's not affected.
this thing is going to be like scarred in me for at least till the end of this year?
so after next year. we're not going see each other(although that's pretty sad)
then i'll not feel tt awkward anymore.

nvm. hate me if you need to.
im disappointed with myself too.
for disappointing people.

sorry guys

it's like a super long day.
but im still hyper enough to blog :):)
it's a half-sad-half-hyper day

first im glad i woke up feeling happy and refreshed.
so prepared and went to school for CIP.
so the whole evening until about 5.
my emotional state is like a roller coaster ride.
1.) zumei they all were angry because we went to play pool.
but we did sell the items also.
so nevermind, that was the SUPER sad part.
affected my mood like loads.

then nevermind.
rushed down to cell.
2.) cab fare is like all my money.
thank God nixi helped me pay some.
cause it's at bryan's house - condo.
3.) so when i got there couldn't get in.
even sadder. so sat at bus stop and. stone.
just kept staring at the condo gate too.

so when they were out. i just couldnt bring myself to smile luh
but i realise one thing
im really an easily satisfied person.
after talking to nixi about it i felt fine.
and i got back to be myself - high and talkative.
and we sat lorry!! so fun!!

and that's where my high-ness starts..

then when we reach.
there was still a queue. longlooooooong one.
couldnt get in cause seriouly no seats.
so nixi anzoe esther anvis and i went KFC for dinner.
we feasted like crazy and stocked up our tummies with loads of liquid.
then we walked back to SIS. service was about to end.
people were coming out.
we're like outside listening to the songs in the auditorium.
then when can go in we ran luh! haha.
lucky delirious still playing.
i simply love them! THEY ROCK :)

then after that lalalala
OH there's a guy in church look like the "ah meng's" brother in the show " devil beside me"
super alike!!
oh and i saw JJ with his "new haircut"
haha. not bad. i think guys with that hair.. not bad.

and he did something bad to me. no.. it's terrible rather.

i just can't wait for tml's service.
I JUST CANT WAIT!!
i hope my family's coming. lols
and..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! :)

tml is a very special day.
it's ANZOE's(little friend) birthday!!! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
PERINDE NAL VAL TUKE!
SELAMAT HARI JADI!
SHENG RI KUAI LE!

lala:) love you girl.

anyway. today mdm mah gave me a gift.
lols. i actually have a feeling that's she's paiseh too.
but probably she just hid it and acted coolly. :P

not very sure luh. but i certainly have that feeling.
but i feel super paiseh la! cause she has this.. dominating presence.

tml's the first day of FOP too!
IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED CAN!!
hahs. i can't wait..:):):):)

17 june 1991
City Harvest Church
Temasek Polytechnic (FDM)
blackened.keys@hotmail.com

God
Celes&Morgan


WISHLIST:

*dSLR

*Hair extensions

*House w halfsheltered balcony

*Macbook

*Mannequin(black)

*Motorola razr v8 lux edi

*PencilBOX(artbox)$9.90

*Polaroid camera

*Pop camera

*Rubik's cube(toysrus)$15
(thank you SIT n my girlfriend<3)

*Sewing machine

*Travel all around Europe

*Try all 50 yummiest cakes in sgp
(refer to archive)

*Umbrella(zara/pink)
(thank you russel!<3)

*Webcam
(thanks N803!)








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