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Sunday, January 06, 2008
awesomeness
6:08 PM woke up with red teary eyes. what a way to start my day. but i still wanna thank you guy for your concern. my eye's fine (: it's a beautiful day. i love it. Saturday, January 05, 2008
good grief!
4:10 PM i've been stoning and being ultra useless at home these 2 days. yeah i've been clearing up the apartment but i just don't have a sense of accomplishment at all. i suppose to plan some stuff. but i guess.. i'm just too unorganised. well alright. so i've been watching movies, tv shows etc. just finished the devil wears prada and john tucker must die. hey i actually think. anna hathaway is not ugly at all in fact. i like her feature pretty much. oh well. as if this is going to change anything at all. i wonder how people can slack around and feel so relax and free and happy i can't you see. well. i really take this life seriously. what if i die tml? i'd love to leave this world knowing i've done something impactful. but. i'm here wasting my time doing nothing. nothing at all. i should just whack my brains outta my head man. get me a job. UGH. i'm not frustrated or wht. but i'm such a lazy person i suppose and how can i go out there and do something. okay. i'm making myself confused. oh well. i'm like some freak typing all this to myself to read pretty much insane. gone case and oh yay. i'm getting my pay from the previous job. finally. something i can look forward to. find me something else i can look forward to man. this life's driving me crazy. all the 'if only' is all in my mind. yeah. if only i'm a size 4 and not a size whatever. (well i'm not really concern about that, just an example) if only i'm born in a rich family then i wouldn't need to get frustrated about things related with money at all. (this is so true) so for my future's sake. a million bucks. here i come. Wednesday, January 02, 2008
insomnia
10:48 PM i'm awake at this hour. yeah in fact. i wasn't asleep at all. can't sleep. can't breathe properly. something's wrong. perhaps my windpipe is like.. blocked? oh well. i need my sleep. if not. i can just wear shades out. cause my eyebags + dark circles is bigger than my eye already. i hope i can get to sleep later. i really hope i can.
01012008
3:02 AM the very first day of 2008 HAPPY NEW YEAR (: so. being the first day of a new year. i should start planning for the rest of the year. if not, i won't get anything done at all. one thing i'd really wanna do. creat a list of things i might envy people for. then i'll do stuff to cause me not to envy for that point. then i'll cross it out (: hmm and it's a new year. i looked through ikea's catalog. saw quite a few stuff i'd really want. so.. time to change the house a little! dad agrees to renovate our apartment. wonderful idea isn't it? (: since i've been staying here for i-shan't-tell-you years and am going to stay for another.. perhaps.. 7 years? it's good to change things a bit round here. i'm so excited for the new change in this new year. well. and for the new year. i pray for my family to be saved! Amen! |
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17 june 1991 City Harvest Church Temasek Polytechnic (FDM) blackened.keys@hotmail.com God Celes&Morgan WISHLIST: *dSLR *Hair extensions *House w halfsheltered balcony *Macbook *Mannequin(black) *Motorola razr v8 lux edi * *Polaroid camera *Pop camera * (thank you SIT n my girlfriend<3) *Sewing machine *Travel all around Europe *Try all 50 yummiest cakes in sgp (refer to archive) * (thank you russel!<3) * (thanks N803!) HELLO (:
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