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today's not very eventful.
did not go for cell group cause i'm excused to help in setting up the hall for service tomorrow.


oh well but after i met celes to chill at cafe cartel.
it wasn't really like chilling
more like crizzing ( crazily chilling )
we laughed like. idk. like mentals.
over.. well. i forgot. AH
CHAMPION :D


so those were some of the pictures.
pictures of me are with celes.
so celes. hurry alright! >:/

the brownie really really really rocks!
it's soooooooooooooooooooo good.
MUST TRY






(lamentations 3:24-26)

24"The Lord is my portion,"says my soul, "Therefore I have hope in Him!" 25The Lord is good to those who wait for Him, to the soul who seeks Him. 26It is good that one should hope and wait quietly, for the salvation of the Lord.

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

thanks ah russel.

i'm getting a mannequin!!

anyway pierre png's really hot.
and really a gentleman.
andrea de cruz super blessed.
oh and not just that, he loves God!!

so Oscar's award on tv now.
pretty boring.
other than watchin celebrity's and their outfits.
it's really killing me.

oh and i gotten my black seraphina dress.
like FINALLY :D :D
feeling happy happy happy.
time to find a job.
i still need to pay off my building fund,
return some people cash, and buy some stuff.

i need to rest
i need to sleep

I NEED TO HIBERNATE

bye PYT!

i choose crabs, black pepper crabs or chilli crabs, over shark fin.

LOL

and my butt hurts,
and ce-per rocks.

colour me pink :D

new dress tomorrow
say YAY,
YAY!

indeed,
it take faith, boldness, to step out of the natural into the supernatural.
where we don't know what we're stepping on, where we're heading.
all we can do is to really trust in Him, knowing that if God's for us and WITH US TOO, who can be against us!

so pastor ulf must be really tired.
preaching in 4 service in 2 days,
running from west to east then east to west again.
but i know he's got Your divine strength.
thanks God for such a great word,
a word really in season.
a word that can apply to me in many many areas.
:D :D

so then after service, lunch-ed and went for PM.
by then i'm really drained.
haven't been sleeping for the past few days.
but praying through even feeling really tired,
it feels good. really good.
it's like learning to depend on your spirit.
putting aside the carnal flesh, the physical body.

awesome!

so i reached home, slept,
when i woke i thought it was about 10 plus.
only when my brother's gf said
"so late already"
i checked the time and realised it's 2am in the morning!!
i even cooked "dinner" for myself.
SO FUNNY AND DUMB.
eh but i think my soup really rocks :D

joy of my desire
all consuming fire
Lord of glory
rose of Sharon
fair and sweet

You are now my King
Comforter and Friend
wonderful, so beautiful
You are to me

i worship You
in Spirit and in truth
i worship You
in Spirit and in truth
there will never be a Friend as dear to me as You

Before I knew your name
You knew my every breath
Before I found my way
You knew my every step
Before I knew everything that
I need You gave it all to me

(Chorus)
No greater love than this
That you should lay down your life
For someone such as me
I'd spend a life time wondering why
The beauty of heaven is here in my heart
And I know there can be
No greater love
Than this

I never understood
How merciful love could be
Untill I felt His flame
Light every part of me
And I would give everything that
I amCause I have been saved
Yes I have been saved(Chorus)
No greater love than this
That you should lay down your life
For someone such as me
I spend a life time wondering why
The beauty of heaven is here in my heart
And I know there can be
No greater love

Ooohh...

The beauty of heaven is here in my heart
And I know there can be
No greater love
For someone such as me
No greater love
Than this

can anyone, just anyone,

if you rememer,

the names of the violinist girl from church i think, and perform a couple of times,
and also the little girl, around 12 year old, but she wrote songs, and has her own album, shared her testimony and also a word of encouragement.

tell me if you know!!

overnight PM was like WHOAA
and it really felt like i'm returning home.

miss that place like loads.

pastor kong was leading,
well it's my first ever overnight PM:D ( 22 feb 2008 )
felt really good, although didnt sleep the day before.

anyway thanks guys!! for encouraging me for the previous post.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

thank God for chartered bus, reached home in like half and hour.
slept and rush to church.
pastor ulf week,
so had to dress formal.
LOL.
like all the way got people say i dress like air stewardess.
ask me go join air crew ministry.

well. but i know i look pretty today HAHA.
okok. that's self-praise. not good.
but im a creation of God.
so thank God man! haa.
so shameless.

oh well.
usher-ing was really good.
praise and worship
presence of God
the Word.
everything.
can really sense the Holy Spirit man!

so after service, cleared the zone.
waiting for the last cell group to leave to clear the rows. LOL
took so long.
shaun isaac cell group btw.
LOL.
and they said " sorry usher" in unison. SO FUNNY.
shaun, DO NOT TRY THAT AGAIN.

:D:D:D:D
it's a wonderful day.

yinghui and celes rocks! :D

i'm tired,
and i dont know why.

its too early for me to feel that way

saw like loads of people

first deyou, then who else..
xiao min, gi siang, lina and a lot la.

went for job interview.
BUT. the boss not there.
waste my time.
ask me go then he's not there.

maybe that's my retribution for being afraid of SERIOUS ACNE PROBLEM.
i cant help it okay. OKAY!!

fine. so i bought myself a pair of flats, then walked around like a sad lost girl.

felt super ultra miserable can.
like. you're in a world alone and all.

then came home to eat with my parents
cause today's the last day of CNY.


i really hate the feeling.
like when you planned everything.
make it as close to perfection and you realise,
oh no, it's not going to happen.
it's a terrible terrible terrible feeling.
i mentioned it 3 times and i mean it.

do you think i can pull off the girlie look?

sometimes i'd wanna be the girlie girlie sweet type.
but other times i'd rather dress the classy style
and sometimes, i'd wanna try out the loud and DIFFERENT.

SMILE MR LLOYD HONG QI HUAN

i want a mannequin, and a sewing machine.
and a guitar. LOL :D

and a polaroid.

i SERIOUSLY want to be a fashion design.
have my own store, my own label.

but i guess that's going to happen in like.. a few years?
i don't know.
but i can't wait.

now.. i feel like appealing to go apparel design.

i think i can just go bang wall.
what to do man.

SMILE MR EUGENE :D

it's FREEZING COLD NOW!!

oh well,
i really need a job now now now!!

anyway went riverwalk.
very very inspired by ivan's testimony
and also this guy's and his group's diligence and perseverance.
one NS, one working full-time, one in the midst of exams.
YET they prayed together every single day.

indeed if you put aside time for such things
there's no "i'm too busy"

yay. i'm going temasek poly integrated facility design and management.

although yes, i got into my first choice,
but something in me was doubting if i made the correct one.
but i'm sure i did the right thing.

meeting debra after her school tml.
i wonder when's school starting.
i'm starting to feel very weird.
excited and not too excited to start school.

i want to travel around the world.

wanna visit paris, switzerland, russia, iceland, new york and so many places!!

on a rainy day
on the streets of paris
sitting on a bench with him
he holds an umbrella in one hand
while he hold me close to him in another.
watching the city lights at night.
it was silent.
but in that atmostphere
there was love, joy and peace.

i made this post because i always wanted to know how many posts i've posted.
and this. is. the. number. 230th. post.

an arm being wrapped around you when

you're feeling cold
you're feeling down
you're feeling alone
you're feeling scared

a shoulder to lean on when

you're tired
you're crying

why,
it's so odd when people express their love for you
that feeling. it's suppose to be sweet, to cause you to be happy.
but no, i'm scared. i'm actually scared of it.
oh well. i mean too much of it.

i really feel so dumb.
what exactly am i doing.
i don't even know now.

anyway, yinghui
i may sound cold online.
but remember. you cant exactly feel how the person feels.
i'm not cold. i'm just.. i dont know how i explain that.
but you're already in my life and i won't allow you to back out.
just know this.

'i love you' isn't something you just say.
i'm gonna make these three words real special.
so from today onwards, these three word will not pop outta my mouth that frequent.

and i thought. it's seriously time to go to another level.
in everything i do.
spirit of excellence.
i'm here for a reason.
i go through things because God planned them.
i learn and i know.
i know and i overcome.

and so i'm back.
from lloyd's chalet.

better than i expected though.
well i don't really know anyone except for debra lloyd eugene and daniel ( i don't talk to him though )
but i got to know like.. garrick,isaac and pinde.
which i thought was a good thing.
if not! i'd die of boredom already.

it's..
not wht i'd call fun.
but more of an "interesting"

different groups of people hanging out in different places.
some inside. some outside.

didn't mind to stay over.
was enjoying the 'live' music.
this daniel guy was playing the guitar while another daniel guy was singing.

well. no comments.
yinghui, i've decided to tell you more on msn instead.
lol lazy to blog.

i'm so happy!
this is the third post for today!! :D

oh well.
i just wanna make a list of items i'd really wanna get.

white macbook
ipod classis
polaroid(i want!!)
materials to make scrapbook! :D:D

i really want a polaroid!

btw i'd really give thanks to God and celes
LOL.
i almost lost my phone today!!!
after jumper, went to the ladies.
then i realise "eh! my phone!!"
rushed back to the theatre.
celes was like more anxious than i am! LOL
love you luh!
thanks to her persistency that i found my phone.
i was like. "it's okay, i guess it's lost"
then she said cannot!! must find.
then just then! while she's calling my phone.
the chair was vibrating!!
:D:D:D
thanks love!!.
you rock luh!

had a great day with celes today,
but it'd be complete with yinghui around.

i miss you baby!

so celes and i watch ah long pte ltd followed by jumper.
ah long pte ltd : 3/5
jumper : 3/5

it's not not nice.
it just doesnt really have a great climax.

so after the movies, we went around to decide what to eat.
went to cathay wanting to have billy bombers.
THEN, too ex. no money.
went back PS wanting to dine at pizzahut.
no more taking in of dine-in customers.
so we ended up in pasta mania.
hurried through our meal then ran to instana park to call for PC.
LOL. like so weird but at least. still can :D

then we went around searching for places we could sit drink and chill.
drink as in like coffees that sort of stuff kay!
then all places closing soon so no choice.
had to go to kopitiam opp. SMU

oh then a few tables away was this guy.
cheena-mix-jap
very fair
pretty good build
good looking
nice hair
tall
BUT. he's a little feminine.
like.. i hope he doesn't mind.
like.. derrick tan LOL.
the way he stands and all.
but he has a girlfriend!! LOL.

so ultra funny.

lala. well. all i've gotta say is that
i really enjoyed my day :D

yes, it's the day when pink heart-shaped gifts and roses are going all around!

happy valentines' day (:

thank God for the temporary job opportunity tomorrow so i have some cash to spend for my date with celes. haha.

well, i do admit i'm a little envious of those who have their partners
i guess i've been watching too much taiwan idol serials.
their storylines are too fairytale-like.
but i believe fairytales do happen to people.

so far i've watched
devil beside you,
romantic princess and
currently still watching huan huan ai and dou niu yao bu yao.

all these shows really got me thinking.
but i know,
that one day,
i'll find the one for me,
i'll have a sweeter love story than all these fairytales,
and of course a real one! <3

love loving loved <3s

i'm not being holy
i'm just loving God.

i figured.
though i know what i am called to be
i shouldn't slack on other things like ushering, reaching out.
i must have the spirit of excellence in all things i'm doing.

staying focused on His calling.
to fulfil the reason why i'm on Earth.

i pray that friday's friendster party will have lots and lots of people.
so exciting!!
valentine's day coming too!
it's a day of loving and giving.

you can give without loving BUT
you cannot love without giving!

so let's spread the love this valentines'
:D :D

empty frames
pictures torn apart
no goodnight kisses anymore
goodbye sweetie
now i have to go
remember me

there isnt better than
that awaits me
i'll see you there
got the whole world
ahead of you(ahead of you)

i'm sorry i didnt say goodbye
i'm sorry that i made you cry
and i'll make it up to you
if i have the chance to
what are we supposed to do
with everything right goes wrong
is it possible to change your destiny
what are we supposed to do
is it possible to change your destiny

there isnt a better belief
that i'll see you there
you got the whole world ahead of you

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.*
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

to me,
it's not the mouth that speaks.
it's the heart and mind.

but sometimes,
the mind should just shut up.
cause it makes up stuff but the heart doesn't
the heart feels.

i know and i know this is a test from God.
to test how faithful i am to Him
You know i'll never let go.
i'll never allow myself to.
and i know You'll never let go either.
You love me and i know it.
i love You and You know it.

so strengthen me Lord.
make me less like me and more like You.
i'm gonna come outta this victorious.
AMEN

22 the steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord, and He delights in his way. 23 though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down; for the Lord upholds him with his hand.

thanks nixi, for the verse.

i'm coming back to the heart of worship
when it's all about You
it's all about You Jesus
i'm sorry Lord for the things i made it
when it's all about You
it's all about You Jesus

the notebook

what a beautiful story.
really beautiful (:

my first love forever You'll be
my first breath You're the life in me
my first joy the world can never take from me
my covenant with You Jesus.

i love You Lord.
i really do <3

i love long walks and how i wish i can take long walks with You by the beach and watch the sun go down.

THIS BLOG IS NOT DEAD! (:

to deyou: i'm so gonna see you do your 'yo' plus handsign. HAHA

lunar new year's just around the corner.
not looking forward to it.
but i'm contented to be able to meet my cousins and all.
i'll be the salt and light in my family!

oh yeah. so celes and i went shopping today.
i wore my 4 and 1/2 inch heel.
went wisma then to tangs.
celes tried so many different foundations luh!
and she couldn't decide which to get so we went far east for lunch first.
we were craving for western food actually but ended eating at this stall selling wonton noodles.
it was the only nice+clean stall that level.
oh there was this guy behind celes, so it's totally in front of me.
his build is soooo nice (:
oh then after our lunch we walked ALL OVER far east.
and wht have we got?
only a belt for celes and some materials to make necklaces for both of us.

okay. then we went back to tangs and celes got herself a M.A.C foundation.
walked over to heeren. didn't buy anything at all.
but met gwen, shaun and shaun's sister.
OH and i also saw one of the camp instructor from don't-remember-which camp.
ultra funny cause he told his friends and all of them started looking over while i told celes.

then then we went to robinsons (where i finally got one top for myself),
OG and finally plaza singapura.
on the way there, in front of us with a girl, was han liang! LOL
we 'stalked' them from the meridien building until inside of plaza sing
AND YOU KNOW WHT!
celes and i purposely walked faster to walk past him so perhaps he'd see us.
and the moment the reach his side, he turned like 180 degrees back and walked off!!!
we were like WHAT!
but that's like so ultra dramatic.

so we gave up and went to daiso
to get our pliers to make the necklace.
then i bought 3 glasses, one for myself of course.
one for celes and one for yinghui.
BUT it's for them to use when they come my place.

i can't wait for wednesday.
i hope i'll be going to robinsons to shop with my dad's gift vouchers
and and salvation army to see stuff.

for now! i'll retreat to my secret place (:
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

<3s

17 june 1991
City Harvest Church
Temasek Polytechnic (FDM)
blackened.keys@hotmail.com

God
Celes&Morgan


WISHLIST:

*dSLR

*Hair extensions

*House w halfsheltered balcony

*Macbook

*Mannequin(black)

*Motorola razr v8 lux edi

*PencilBOX(artbox)$9.90

*Polaroid camera

*Pop camera

*Rubik's cube(toysrus)$15
(thank you SIT n my girlfriend<3)

*Sewing machine

*Travel all around Europe

*Try all 50 yummiest cakes in sgp
(refer to archive)

*Umbrella(zara/pink)
(thank you russel!<3)

*Webcam
(thanks N803!)








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