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i can't believe it.
i'm reading a manga.
(i hope i'm using the word correctly)
my first and only manga read in my life.

but somehow.
it's not complete.
the ones online.
):

the guy in it is so. amazing. LOL
but no one's perfect.

HI RUSSEL!

i can't wait for next saturday LOL
I CAN'T WAIT!

i believe you must be feeling kind of light/cooling on top.

i am tired! really tired!
i am broke! really broke!

i don't even have money for transport.
sorry guys, i keep borrowing from you.
and thanks for helping (:

what a strange day!

a coupla people came up to me asking me for directions.
perhaps i look extremely sweet and nice today so they've decided i won't bite them.

and Tecman is like such a wonderful place to be
the guy helped me a lot, was very friendly in spite of me asking him "where's this book", "do you have that"

then walked all the way to arab st.
then haji lane.
nothing much, perhaps cause i'm alone plus broke.

and we're finally back in hall 8
which is a wonderful ful ful ful new :D

i'm sneeeeezing and wheeeeeeeeezing.
and my nose hurts.

am i sick?
i think not.

it has to be celes.
you're missing me too much aye!
LOL :D

HELLO CELES!
YOU'RE COMING BACK IN 3 DAYS





i watched another 2 movies again!

daddy day care
music and lyrics.

on HBO at morgan's place.

OMG
we had sushi tday!
like finally, but im craving for more (:

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

hi celes (:

i'm so so so so so so so gonna miss you.
oh no. i'm feeling depress already ):

but no worries! i'll dedicate a star for you every night you're there okay!
and remember to miss me.
otherwise, i'll be super ultra duper uber sad.
like this )))))))))))):
then all my wrinkles will come out.

LOVE YOU BABY! :D

zoolander zoolander zoolander

watching movie after movie after movie.
i'm gonna do something tml! :D

im eating peanut butter + grape jam.

omg, i'm so gonna gain 10 pounds.
but heck, i dont care.

and KORN YOU'RE SO CUTE! LOL
and that emoticon can make me happy instantly!
if i'm unhappy of course HAHA

just watched CJ7

the little thing is so cute!
cute cute cute cute cute.
too bad not pink LOL



i don't like it when i don't know what people are laughing about.
i'll feel.. **** *** & *******

THIS IS SO HAHA

i'm changing my blog songs again !
HURRAY TO MYSELF (:

reading battlefield of the mind - joyce meyer
exactly what i needed i guess.

it's a strange day today.
feeling a little alone.
it's alone people, not lonely.
pretty awkward i felt.

haven't had this kind of feeling for a pretty long time

while some people feel this most of the time
i guess i don't

everything's alright.
i've got Jesus with me.
everything's alright
my Saviour is walking with me

it was A Walk To Remember the day before
then Just My Luck yesterday
and Horton Hears A Who today.

i saw

pink earpiece
pink hairdryer
pink camera
pink mouse

and i just so love the white earphones and pretty+cheap sewing machine.

Best Denki is the best.
wait till i check out Ikea. LOL

happy gappy!

what a day!

chomp-ed at pizzahut at kovan.
miss the food man!
finally got to drink my summer veg (:

so we stayed there pretty long
OH WITH CELES AND HWEEHWEE.
i forgot to mention who
how can i ! LOL

wanted to go Ikea but booboo
so we played arcade, walked around best, metro, etc etc.
(:

not crazily fun
but fun

i'm contented.

To be happy, you either change the world, or you change your thinking. To be realistic, you have to change your thinking to be happy. But me, I will change the world for you.

LOL MY PARENTS AND BROTHER THOUGHT I HAVE DIABETES AND HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE CAUSE IT'S INDICATED IN MY MEDICAL FORM AND THEY DIDN'T SEE THE WORDS "FAMILY BACKGROUND" LOL LOL LOL

THEY WERE LIKE OMG BLA BLA. CANNOT EAT THIS EAT THAT ETC.

where am i suppose to go to for blood donation next wk? >:/

Easter's over.
and this season,
it made me think about a lot.
about who He is.
about who i am.
about loads of stuff about practically everything.
even to the little things like colours.

my God is an amazing God.

and sometimes i wonder.
example i wish i can get ************ more often
and when i got it..
it really got me thinking, made me..
idk.. just.. yeah.

argh. i dont quite understand wht i'm feeling now.
so i cant really express it well enough.

This is your Saviour
Pure love of heaven
Sent to die on calvary
To bear the sins of all

Rejected, cursed to die
Love silently endured
His love poured out an offering
At the foot of the cross

thank You Jesus
i love You

i very affected okay.

disappointed, depressed,
something in me snapped.
lost control of my emotions.
my mind went wild.

i dont like it when you said
"i dont think so",
"it's okay lah",
i really don't

you need God
i need God.
we all need God.

so why reject when's He available
and even knocking on the door of your heart
i wanna cry
i really want to.

guess you dont read my blog.
but what you said hurts.
hurt God and me as well.

so one day.
come back
your Daddy's waiting.
will never stop waiting.

i'm sad
but i'm happy too.
for my girl.

i love clouds you see.
i love watching the clouds alone.
on a bus,
lying on a large field of green,
or even on the beach.

but one day
i want to do this with my love.

and sometimes clouds reminds me of God.

no need of a psychologist
no split personality

but who's that on the day?
no i don't know who.



If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn’t feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I’d be wishing you were here
To be everything that I’d be looking for
I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed
So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you’ll love me
Love me like you’ll never see me again
Oh Oh Ohhhhh
How many really know what love is?
No you never will
Do you know until you lose it
That it’s everything that we are looking for
When I wake up in the morning
You’re beside me
I’m so thankful that I found
Everything that I been looking for
I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed
So everytime you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
(can you do that for me baby)
Every time you touch me
(see we don’t really know)
Touch me like this is the last time
(see everyday we never know)
Promise that you’ll love me
(I want you to promise me)
Love me like you’ll never see me again
(like you’ll never see me again)
Ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh

I SAW YOU MERVYN! :D

i so wanna dance.

and the change of songs is like.
yeah. due to stepup2. LOL

i so wanna dance.
russel, deal or no deal.
DEAL! :D


i reluctantly watched step up 2 just now.

IT WAS A BLAST!

omgomgomgomgomg
LETS STEP UP YO!

i wanna dance

20 march 2008, HERE I COME!

like they always say.

love is not a feeling,
it's a decision.

likewise,
staying faithful it's something you work on.
it doesn't come naturally.

unfaithful men are getting on my nerves.

stop bombarding me with all your stories that i'm least interested in please.

please find yourself one spot out there in the jungle, forest, manhole, prison, wherever! and JUST STAY THERE.

raindrops are falling on my head, they keep falling.

it's raining now.
just got home from amk.
did my medical check up w girlfriend.
my first every x-ray :D
but not as cool as i thought it'd be.

i'm so tired. i want to sleep.
but i miss rainy days like these.
when i'd watch raindrops fall.

this feeling is awesome.
embrace the awesomeness. LOL

celes and i saw this ah beng spit on the escalator.
at ang mo kio mrt station.
THE ESCALATOR!

imagine worms, ants and all got attracted to it
and the whole escalator got infested with all these gross creepy crawlies.

YUCKS!

this are some reason why i think ahbengs just dont have a life.
go 77th street ya? ; get a life!

some guy just don't get it.
neither do the girls.

i wasn't very pretty when i was young.

give me back adrina, will you?

i don't like it
i really dont like it at all

bad moves = terrible consequences.

i wanna look pretty doing ugly poses.
but i cant!
I REALLY CANT!

that's why you see me doing same poses - smileys, in pictures

siento (si-an-to) - sorry
seguir (se-yu) - continue
que (kay) - wht
porque (por-kay) - why

credits to vicente (jiahong)

PRECIOUS JEROME CALEB ONG

was just looking at JJ.
and remembered myself saying he's ugly.
but there's something about him that i like.

which i figured - dimples.

i have a weakness for pretty eyes and dimples.
(i don't have both)
perhaps that's why

met up joce to trim our eyebrows
i'm a true friend :D

i found loads more stuff i want!
wishlist updated LOL

i wish it's valentine's day like everyday.

but if it were to be that way.
it aint special anymore.

i love you :D

You,
Reign over my life.
Now,
What's mine is Yours.

There's no other
Just You and me.

Let me be found in Your presence.
Waiting, waiting on You.
Until i'm so drowned in Your Spirit.
Let me be found worshipping You.

this is like the #306 post.
like ONLY.

y'know like Pst Phil actually walked past me twice.
and i meant really near kind of walking past.

first time i was too stunned to greet him.
then second time i said hi pastor :D:D

he's really nice.
like from afar he's already smiling to me. LOL

and i was like so unglam. cause carrying i think 5-6 tumblers.
i love Pastor Phil. :D

i find myself looking out for you.

i wanna donate blood so badly!!

went on friday but they say my iron level TOO LOW!.
feel like trying again tml. but dont know can or not.

THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH!
thank you a million cans of condensed milk! :D





G is a vainpot. LOL

had a hair cut today
and i hate my hair now.
i really hate it!!
it's bothering me day and night.

you'll see me in cap from today onwards

i'm craving for pasta with in cream sauce.

i must rmb to bring camera, lighter and.. notebook tml.
what should i wear?

i wanna wear dress!
>:/

thanks to

WENKAI
ANVIS
ANZOE
LINDA
BRYANT

for making the drama so enjoyable for all of us.
for really putting in so much effort in it.

thank whoever who created blogger, livejournal, whatever blog stuff.

i can just vent all my frustration here.
share my happiness and all.

awesome

joleen and i were like talking about this guy and that girl and everything in primary school.
she even remembered my crush. LOL

so embarassing.

i can't wait to go hang out tgt with other pri sch mates.

i'd really wanna see joleen, aaron, yaohui, jianlin, sean lim, grace, gary, jek keong.

:D

one fine day in a plane
a guy was sitting beside a girl
and they were very bored
so started to play some game
the man said
if u cant answer my qns
u have to pay me 5 bucks
so they started
and the man was got the money easily
so the man ask, what will u get if u mix mecury with aluminium?
and so the girl gave him $5
den, the man told the girl
if i cant answer ur qns
i will give u $100
and the girl asked
"What goes up with three legs and come down with four?"
the man thought for 10mins and cant get the answer
so he pass to her $100
den the man asked "What was the answer to that qns?" the girl passed him $5

it took me 5 minutes to realise the girl didnt know the answer to that question.
wht a dumbass.

i saw miss toh, mdm lim and ms suan today :D
and joleen too!

will elaborate when i feel better

something in me is really grieved.
it must be the Holy Spirit.

i believe i'm the only one who knows for now.
but Lord, tell me what to say.

a relationship with You isn't what you say "breakup" then "break"
it isn't that easy you know.
He loves us like..
we say "unconditionally"
but i really feel that it's not just that simple that any words can describe.

come back to the Lord.
please.

He's telling you to come back.

singapore has alot of such imaginary cab stands.
there's like 6 cabs there in this photo.

these are what we had for dinner to celebrate bro's birthday
these are not all. cause i kept eating and i forgot to took some.
well the food there really rocks.
TOTALLY
it's like buffet.
not those self service
but the ones on menu and you order.

rocking totally

I LOVE FOOD :D

really servanthood
going the extra mile

and the initiative to want to serve.
ask.

i'm feeling confused.
of wht i dont know. but yeah

very disoriented

i'm blogging as if there's no tomorrow.LOL

i'm still thinking about food.
wht should i have for breakfast/lunch and dinner?

but i'm on a budget. LOL






colours rock :D

i love pink, red, black and green.

i can't wait for tml.
i'm going to eat and eat and eat!

i seriously love food, food and more food!

and i'm craving for
chocolates, caramel corn, chicken rice, herbal soup, fried fish bee hoon, fried hokkien mee, char kway teow, fish porridge, wanton mee, peppermint oreo bubble tea, pandan sponge cake, beefball soup, pasta with cream sauce, french fries, cream of mushroom, onion soup from delifrance, summer veg soup from pizzah hut and like loads more..

yeah i'm a glutton. LOL
that's why i'd made of fats.

i'm starting to wonder why.

rehearsal has made me a half-stoner

nevertheless, i'm still excited for tml :D

i realise.
my inner clock is fixed!
and i'm already feeling sleepy now.

good,
very good indeed.

celebrated gwen's birthday yesterday.

they made her find her present when she's blindfolded.
haha. it's actually pretty fun although she guessed me like immediately.

it's like a normal gathering kind of thing.
uhm lol. i wanted to say that everyone talked and laughed.
but realise, rainft and shaun are the only ones who really talked.
the rest of us just laughed at wht they said.

quite lame. totally.
then we started playing games.
where everyone writes a famous person's name on a piece of paper.
then it's shuffled and distributed.
so the one we got we place in on our foreheads,
then when its our turn we can only ask yes/no questions and try our best to find out who we are.

then we played bingo.
I LOVE BINGO (: fun fun.

then after the last round of bingo, rainft had to leave and the rest of us like just.
got sleep. LOL

so yeah.
somehow fun yet, not crazy.

so why should i take your hand when you can't promise happy endings.

i'm like blogging post after post.
i'm totally in the mood of it.

to gwen,shaun,celes,hooper,rainft,kenneth:
THANK YOU (:

i love balconies where you can see stars and under shelter.
i'll definitely place a bed over there.
my future home!
(remember the balcony adrina!)

some men just don't get it.
(well, all these are my personal opinions)
we don't like you to be so ego in fronta us if you're like our spouse/bf/if you like us.

i actually saw two couples on the verge of breaking up yesterday

i hate separations.
even it doesnt concern me at all.

so on the mrt, again, this gf stomped off away to the other end of the train, looking really angry.
and the bf, instead of like catching up with her, he walked 2 steps and stopped, looking as if he's not at fault.

okay i don't know what actually happened.
but hello! go after her lah!
he's like standing in front of me not doing anything.
my left brain was already at war with my right brain if i should just ask him to go after her.
but i didn't, figured i should just mind my own business.

the other was at TPY central
the girl was crying pathetically and she's already shouting "wo men break lah"
and she had to repeat it twice.


yes,
i love observing things.
on the mrt, walking on the streets.

so 2 things i observed yesterday

1.singaporeans hate waiting. (while the rest are just lazy)
2.some of the overly-tanned people aren't so terrible, so i'm learning to accept differences here okay.

case #1:

cause i was at cityhall, going to find my babes, FYI there's a IT fair at suntec so naturally there's loads of people you see(:
so squeezing, overtaking and all.
people were waiting to use the escalators,
and there were some who just cannot stand it and took the stairs.

and LOL, i hate waiting, alone i mean.
not waiting for friends, i don't hate that but best is don't of course
(sorry guys, if i ever made you wait)
like say.. waiting for a bus, or whatever.

i once walked home because i can't stand the process of waiting for the bus.
and it's like not really a short trip, a walk of 30+ minutes.

case #2:

well, i always thought the overly-tanned are really like scary.
cause i've always have a phobia of getting what the person whom i touch have.
say like.. rashes, etc.
so naturally i'm afraid i'll turn you-know-wht-colour if i bang into one of them.

and i used to think they are like either gays or perverts
yes there are a few others but. yeah the rest are the same.

but on the train yesterday,
this typical looking overly-tanned gave up his seat to an older lady.
i mean like it's pretty surprising.
i never thought they'd ever do that, instead of running to a seat.
that totally changed my impression.
like. well, they're really just humans.

and i think the *sniff sniff* isn't the bathing eh.
it seems like the stuff they put on themself.
some oil or kind of thing.

figure something out.

when new trends start,
say.. tights,
it started with mostly the knee lengths.
then became longer and longer.

and you'll realise the people who wore tights just when the trend began,
didn't really look as nice as the one who wore them the time when the trend is around for quite a while.

okay i'm totally not making sense.
well i didn't think of how to really put it.
but heck.

i've got a terrible weakness to beautiful eyes.

perhaps cause my eyes ain't pretty
so i'm really attracted to nice eyes (:


YES i actually fixed it.

well only one side.
BUT, it's my greatest accomplishment today!

and i've never completed one side before.
*applause* :D

im soo happy for you girl :D :D

chocolates stirs up something in you and make you happy (:

so forget about the calories and start munching!

oh man! i still need like another 3 orders.
so i guess gotta dig my own money >:/
then sell.

PEOPLE HERE HAVE NO MONEY OKAY!

and,
i watched girl on girl just now
it's a contest where 6 girls are suppose to do guy's stuff say..
change a car tyre, open a durian, NS training etc.

so this particular challenge,
these girl have to go into this place (like a container)
then they'll have to..
CATCH AS MANY ROACHES into this cup thingy.
they were given gloves and masks.

but main point is..
this girl, kaykay, she's like totally not afraid of roaches or anything
and she grab the cockroaches with bare hands.
rocking totally.

apart from that,
she's not the, man-ly nor strong type of girl
and she's pretty.

there! this is a picture of kaykay.





it's like having meals
blogging 3 times a day,

by yinghui LOL (:

i had my very first still-not-bad-looking pout yesterday!
and i got my enrolment package thing today!

i find mexican language pretty interesting.
like..

how jose, (with the chk)
is suppose to be hosei~

have been watching jeff dunham lately

:D

you are always so without opinion.

unlike me, when i have a problem.
i'll complain and complain.
expecting somebody to help me

on the other hand, you,
always keep to yourself when you need help

i feel very bad always,
seeing you like that.
yet i can't help in anyway.

although at many times,
you can be untolerably stubborn.

but,
i love you daddy.

today's audition was really AWESOME!

first,
i must really say moxi sang so much much much better than i thought.
everyone says her voice, her singing is superb.
and when i hear, it's really like WHOA.
it made me jawdrop. like literally.

then the other bands were really good as well (:
so fun to watch.
and i really wanna learn drums.
really really.

can't wait for the concert.
it's definitely going to be a blast!! :D

PREORDER FOR BAGS WILL BE

EXTENDED TILL 8 MARCH 2008

i really wanna move house.
on the way home from lunch
saw an advertisement on a new semi-d for sale
it's really pretty
there's rooftop garden/balcony some more.

how i wish can move there to stay.
i really wanna move outta this messy and even messier house.

i wonder how much it'd cost.
oh how i wish. LOL

S717

(RED/CREAM/BROWN/BLUE)

$24

the bad eye day 12:05 AM

sunday's weather awesome.
stayed in, watched last 2 episodes of heroes season 1
real exciting
peter petrelli and sylar guy really super goodlooking
didnt do much today other than watching shows,
learning guitar and sleeping.
well i'm having sore eyes and they hurt OKAY!

and celes!
someone said we look the same. LOL

and and and
i just check facebook,
havent signed in for like idk how long
and i have 115 human pets invitation
like LOL,
do i look like a pet.
oh well i dont really know whats a human pet about either (:

Sunday, March 02, 2008

weee hours 6:44 AM

well. i used to think xiaxue is super slutty
very vulgar and everything that i don't like.

but it figures,
she just says what she likes
openly, without limitations.

you must be wondering why i read her blog.

well i don't.
until today i ACTUALLY read it.
yeah. cause i was bored
and curious like what's up with xiaxue, dawnyang and all

i admit looks-wise, dawnyang is obvious. yknow.
but xiaxue's blog far more interesting.
okay, not the vulgarities.

i think it was her videos
the guide to highlife or something like that
that attracted me.

i dont dislike her anymore.
but one thing for sure, i dont understand how they get famous by blogging.

i'm Yours my Lord. 4:03 AM

i am who i am
there's no need for me to try to be someone else
someone that is not me
i am adrina.
and i'm going behave like myself.

but.

what's being myself?

i dislike seeing other girls who i see as "rolemodels"

You have given to me
more than this world could give
my purpose is found in You

Your will is my will 1:36 AM

i'm very very happy and i can't tell you why
2 reasons.

one is meant to be kept in the dark forever. LOL
somehow.

another,
cause russel think i looks slimmer.
so i guess i lost a LITTLE LITTLE weight

say yay!
YAY! :D

Saturday, March 01, 2008

blob blob. 1:00 AM

YAY ME! :D

credits to miss celestine leow meow meow. LOL

okay,

last words.

THE BROWNIE'S REALLY GOOD! :D

oh and.

watch this video that caleb showed.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lSDFzg8_Wfg&eurl=http://apps.facebook.com/superwall/view.php?src=se&id=802944916&owner_id=690772746

17 june 1991
City Harvest Church
Temasek Polytechnic (FDM)
blackened.keys@hotmail.com

God
Celes&Morgan


WISHLIST:

*dSLR

*Hair extensions

*House w halfsheltered balcony

*Macbook

*Mannequin(black)

*Motorola razr v8 lux edi

*PencilBOX(artbox)$9.90

*Polaroid camera

*Pop camera

*Rubik's cube(toysrus)$15
(thank you SIT n my girlfriend<3)

*Sewing machine

*Travel all around Europe

*Try all 50 yummiest cakes in sgp
(refer to archive)

*Umbrella(zara/pink)
(thank you russel!<3)

*Webcam
(thanks N803!)








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