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layout: detonatedlove♥
pictures: ohhspontaneityy
stocks: _excentric_

whats on you mindddddddddd,
i'm changing my playlists.
it's getting boring and LOL

btw raymond rocks like totally :D

squash w sikai, ben and bert2 tomorrow morning.
and i'm ALLLLLl excited like a bumble bee

why don't you just come! HAHA

i miss panda, where's panda



okay i know i promised the milan fashion week's pictures.
but i guess i'm going to put them up.
and and

i want to live in a condo.
that's my biggest wish now.
and there's this really pretty nice condo, soon to be built, at kovan.
I WANTTT

IDKWTP

:/ i can't i realised.
and i'm sleepy.
gnight

xoxo.

is it..

a user?
or
an user?

wrtorial down = freedom

and i think i look like a panda.
specs or contacts? :/
cause there's squash...

thought of the day,
HELLO PANDA
(okay im craving for it now)

ridiculous sex laws in other countries?
HAHA. from Cleo.

in Liverpool, England:
topless salewomen are legal, but only in tropical fish stores.

Bahrain:
a male doctor may examine a woman's genitals but is prohibited from looking at them directly. (through the mirror)

Cali, Colombia:
a woman may only have sex with her husband(which is how it's suppose to be), and the first time this happens, her mother must be in the room to witness it.

tsk tsk.


LOW BACK DRESSES ARE HOT :D

posting some pictures from milan fashion week later,
if i have the energy and time

YOU KNOW WHAT!

I FINISHED MY REBUS FINALLY
AFTER 2 SLEEPLESS NIGHTS! YAYNESS

:D:D:D

i'm up late again doing REBUS,
and yes i'm one day late = minus 5%

and and thank God school starts 1pm
so i have a chance to sleep. i hope :D

i'm only halfways through REBUS now.
wish me luck
and fyi, REBUS is real estate business.
it's not the rebus from mee rebus although i know you might be hungry.

so when you say hello, i say goodbye :D

ciao! *A

recipe:

2 packs of 2-in-1 coffee
2 teaspoon of sugar
1/2 teaspoon of almond

voila (:

REBUS I LOVE YOU
CO-OPERATE OKAY :D

there's a limit on how long i can keep giving in to you.
and i'm stopping. really soon. maybe now :D

no biggie, really.

russel ; says:
ey you very ta pai an ni quan

he meant tak pai an neh kuan.
(however it's spelt)
OH RUSSEL :D
you rock i rockrock.

i know a guy who goes around smacking other guys' asses.
HAHA i didn't say who! :D

and yknow what?
i want out.
out of this.
and i'm sure.

BTW THANK YOU BEN AND CHUXIAN,
FOR DONATING ARTICLES TO ME AND PRINTING ARTICLES OUT FOR ME :D

meanwhile,

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

i think i should not go to sleep.
and the weather's pretty warm tonight
although i quite sure it's going to rain
HMM perhaps that is why it's warm :/

i'm not gonna do it.
and i'm waiting for the sky to drop, not.

come.right.out.and.say.it.

I AM CRAVING FOR AJISEN's


second most spicy ramen.

will a superman come to my rescue?
pretty please.

i'm stuck. here.
perhaps on your way you can get me food too? :/

loves
A.

1. 20th century fashion
2. fundamentals of management
3. management of enterprise
4. introductory to language and culture(french)
5. basic financial accounting

thanks ben ((:

and i think chace crawford is seriously super good-looking <3<3

I WANT TO DINE AT INDULGZ.


bring me there someone. please?

yup i'm back on.

can't sleep.
not feeling too good.
in fact i feel like vomitting
i dont like this feeling
not a bit at all.

gdnight
xoxo.

i promise you.
you're a candy, you're not gay.
THANK YOU RUSSEL WITHOUT THE L ((:

-smiling

reminder:
300 skips + 60 crunches daily.

my mind's in a mess.
so much to do, so little time.

love to blog still. detest studying.

tentatively
friday: connect group/shopping/cellgroup
saturday: pre-workshop
sunday: service/study/joey's garage sale

i need new nail colours.
i want orange i think.
and yellow maybe.

i'm still thinking...

LET GO LET GOD

CHUXIAN, you rock too! :D

KAZAF (:

RUSSEL IS NOT GAY ALTHOUGH HE HAS A BLOG
RUSSEL IS NOT GAY ALTHOUGH HE HAS A BLOG
RUSSEL IS NOT GAY ALTHOUGH HE HAS A BLOG

((:

food food and no food.
i should stop overeating and start skipping.

shopping and relax time soon. i hope.
after my wrtorial,rebus and facom.
i have to make this happen.


retail therapy is the antidote.


watching: the terminator
thinking: assignments, mahjong and narnia

Adrina, you're 7% masculine

You're also 93% feminine, which is based on how you scored on traits that are typically associated with women. When we compare your results with other women it shows that you are somewhat less masculine than other women.

But what is gender identity exactly? A person's gender identity is defined by the extent to which they see themselves as masculine or feminine. Every person possesses both masculine and feminine qualities to some degree, however the extent to which each person has these qualities differs widely. While you were taking the test, we calculated your scores in 6 areas typically defined as masculine and 6 areas typically defined as feminine.

to almost everyone?
THANK YOU sharlene, anvis, anzoe, nixi, johnny(fdm), kazaf, angela, tzechoong, rayan, hweehwee, shaunisaac, chuxian, robin, jeremyliu, sikai, weijie, munfai, VK, jiamei, petrina(for the card also!), weimin, kenny, gshien, yiling, wayhong, marcus(fdm yr3), winston, jocelyn, zumei, timothy, cheryl(HIPPO), alexgoh(fyrhto), aloysius, deyou(:, toshi, samson,kay, david, eugeneLZW, pravin, julaiha, kelana, danial, asyraf, shawn, thiravin, edric(HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO), ivy, jiaying(fdm), sylvester, jiaying(4e4'07), jiarong, karhong, eechun, calvin(fdm yr3), jianhao(HALL 1 REMEMBER!), xinjun, hanliang, nicholas, merilyn, yanting, juwita, chinmeng, alex(17+4 in age), crystal, ian, sean, eden, eustance, erin, gilbert, clement,fikri, zain, yaohui, julaila, desmond(4e5'07), lyn, lucas, vanns, xiaomin, bengliang, jay, gideon, anqi and hans ((:

i'm glad, i really am

never in my life i have so many people who remembered and wished me
that alone is a awesome gift.

and pre-birthday birthday celebrations rocked too!
pictures will be up soon :D next post.

special thanks to CELES,MORGANIE,RUSSEL&CALV.
YOU GUYS MADE MY DAY ((:

:D svc was awesome
-claps2 DELTA

firstly,
HAPPY FATHERS' DAY !
to all the daddys on Earth
that guided their children with true love, care and concern.
<3s

secondly,
sidney mohede came, w his band and song leaders
and rocked! TOTALLY.
and i got their album too.
this is like so awesome please :D

lastly,
CG had a surprise steamboat/birthday celebration at van's place for bryant and i.
THANK YOU GUYS FOR PLANNING AND GOING THROUGH SO MUCH TROUBLE TO PREPARE AND ALSO FOR THE PRESENTS :D
i had a great time man!

so. i was suppose to talk about camp.

hmm station games were okay,
too bad there wasn't any night walk
i was scared but game for it. too bad :/
they made us watch SAW III and this graduate (if i'm not wrong) acted as a ghost, came from behind the desk at the lecture theatre and walked towards the people.
FUNNY THING IS SHE'S REALLY TALL. LOL
so we watched only like halfway went to bathe.
stoned and slacked around, wishing sky would fall.
like everyone in my groups slept.
except for gary and i.
darren and robin another 2 sleepless freaks :D

then day2,
WATER GAMES
pretty fun.
wet, dried and got wet again.
then variety.
super funny please.
i'd upload videos if possible. SOON. :D

-wondering is i should really..
(ask me about it and i might tell you)

russel ; says:
if you're happy im happy.

thank you russel ((:
it meant a lot to me yo.
although not original, but it's the heart that counts!

DUM TA TA DUM TA
DUM TA TA DUM TA

<3

okay maybe no cruise.
i've got no time.
like assignments upon assignments
so my second week and also my last week of holidays is still dedicated to school.

and if you noticed.
IM BACK FROM CAMP.
and right now i'm real tired.
i haven't had a wink since yesterday's(friday) 11am.

camp was really good :D
shall elaborate more tomorrow.

and hmm.
i wonder if i was missed when i didn't blog yesterday HAHA

music: the most depressing song - the get up kids

i'm not depressed
in fact i'm over the moon!
okay not THAT happy.
but i'm good i'm good.

i'll be in the FDM thing tomorrow.
so i won't be online

and my dad says he might bring me on a cruise.
since i havent really been on one before.
well i did once when i was really young
perhaps even as young as 3 years old? idk.
i'm suppose to find out the cruise and tell him.

I want you to stay
Never go away from me
Stay forever
But now, now that you're gone
All I can do is pray for you
To be here beside me again

Why did you have to leave me
When you said that love will conquer all
Why did you have to leave me
When you said that dreaming
Was as good as reality

And now I must move on
Trying to forget all the memories
Of you near me
But I can't let go of your love
That has taught me to hold on

I want you to stay never go away from me
Stay forever
But now, now that you're gone
All I can do is pray for you
To be here beside me again

Why did you have to leave me
When you said that love will conquer all
Why did you have to leave me
When you said that dreaming
Was as good as reality

And now I must move one
Trying to forget all the memories
Of you near me
But I can't let go of your love
That has taught me to hold on

Why did you have to leave me
When you said that love will conquer all
Why did you have to leave me
When you said that dreaming
Was as good as reality x2

I want you to stay never go away from me
Stay forever
I want to stay but I have to go my way
Oohhhmmm

i'm supposed to be happy.
and if you're not happy with that.
don't even come near me.

i want to be happy
that's all i want.

thank you(:

nice vivian :D
nice game of squash
i lost but i had fun

and i was viwawa-ing
and i self draw-ed 11tai.
i'm so gay! GAY! haha.

and fathers' day's around the corner

family dinner tml
awesomeness :D

ilmAF
i love my Abba Father
thank You for all that You've given me.

RUSSEL!
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM FOR YOU
IMHAPPYIMHAPPYIMHAPPYFORYOU.

:D:D:D:D:D

NEXT WILL BE MORGAN's TURN
THEN MINE I HOPE

i want to say hello.
but i dont know.
maybe not?

next round,
wednesday 7pm or so.
against vivian, who has been playing for 2 years already LOL
and i was so nervous today
i bit off every fingernail and now it's short.

mood: whatever.

okay maybe i don't feel that way.
but i want to know what's on your mind exactly please?

ADLKFHVBWIUODVHSDDSFJHVNLFIDV

I AM PLAYING AGAINST A 'E' GRADER TML.
WHICH IS TOTALLY CRAZY.
I'M NOT EVEN GRADED
AND PLAYING WITH A 'F' GRADER IS TERRIBLE ENOUGH

THANKS AH
WHOEVER THAT PUT ME TGT WITH THAT GIRL
THANKS!

(sn)ADRINA(: i'd draw stars for you says:
im as straight as you !hhaha

d40. for damn sure. says:
if i were a girl, id totally be les.

d40. for damn sure. says:
thats how straight i am lol

d40. for damn sure. says:
but you! IF YOU WERE A GUY. YOU WOULD TOTALLY GO OUT WITH VAL

d40. for damn sure. says:
THATS HOW UN-STRAIGHT YOU ARE!

and to calv, lol it's your fault!

I REALISED WAYHONG IS PRETTY KNOWLEDGEABLE.

AND ZHANHONG IS SUPER CUTE WHEN HE SAID 03 TEH

AND BEN IS REALLY KIND.
(BTW THANKS FOR WALKING ME TO MY BLOCK :D CAUSE I'M SCARED OF THINGS)

AND I CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK AND SKATE

AND SEE PRETTY STARS IN THE SKY

OR PERHAPS JUST SIT AND LISTEN TO THE WAVES

AND THERE'S THIS REALLY PRETTY GIRL AT THE PLACE RENTING SKATES
(OKAY I SOUND LIKE A BISEXUAL OH I AM! AHHAHA YOU'RE CRAZY)

AND WE'RE REALLY CRAZY EATERS. WE NEVER STOPPED BARBEQUEING LONG ENOUGH.

to be cont.
maybe not.

OH YES, THE "HEARTATTACK" BUT I CALL IT THE GRAB BONE GAME. BEN ROCK PLEASE. HE LOST SO MUCH THAT WHEN HE WON, HE SHUFFLED THE CARD SUB-CONSCIOUSLY. MORE THAN ONCE!

I.WANT.TO.CRY.CAUSE.THIS.IS.FREAKING.PAINFUL.AND.TOO.GROSS.THE.WORST.IN.MY.ENTIRE.LIFE.

alggutination:

where the white blood cells engulf the bacteria and virus causing pus to be formed

and it's pretty grossed
and i'm much grossed out.

A SECRET says:
ohmygod i miss u so much

A SECRET says:
haha

A SECRET says:
as in

A SECRET says:
i miss playing with u

A SECRET says:
haha

A SECRET says:
who wud miss u

WHO'D WANNA PLAY WITH YOU LOL.
AND AND AND. RAYAN. I'LL LAUGH ON MY BIRTHDAY :D

evil mushrooms from maplestory
TIUTIU! haha

remind me about antiseptic.
i'd want the liquid one cause i think it'll hurt more.
okay i'm sadistic.

Left your t-shirt in my room,
still smells of you
And the picture you hung on the door lay smashed,
picture perfect.

Explains now, clearly nothing left but a memory
We only made out
you never kissed me
that's how I learned to hold back all feeling

Pre Chorus:
Wait, please don't go,
I won't stay.
All these words on replay.
I'm ok, Its alright,
good to know that your fine.

Chorus:
Pretending everything is right,
to make it better.
I'll hide my make up smeared eyes,
to show that I tried.

Some how you have managed to get
under my skin, more than anyone ever did.
And if every whole makes a scar
and every scar marks its place
then I will never live freely without your trace.
And it'll never be fair,
I wrote my songs for you
and you never even cared.
So I'll forget you,
I'll wish your t-shirt,
kill the pillow and
cut you out of pictures

Pre Chorus:
Wait, please don't go,
I won't stay.
All these words on replay.
I'm ok, Its alright,
good to know that your fine.

Chorus:
Pretending everything is right,
to make it better.
I'll hide my make up smeared eyes...

this drama sat shot gun
my eyes rained like autumn
only the glove box knows
how the story goes
now that this bandage is broken and
the cuts left in open
i'll tell you just one thing
this wasn't worth the sting

I WANNA SEE PRETTY STARS AGAIN TONIGHT
PRETTY AS LAST NIGHT OR EVEN PRETTIER.

won't you come with me to east coast? :D

ilps
(ask me what that is)

awesome day yesterday.
opened my eyes to the different sides of my classmates.

bad day today
wasted half of it.
loads of thing in my head.

sushi, ajisen(yes i love food and i'm hungry now), viwawa, my injured thigh, eye's hurting elephant, feeling bad, alone at home, thirsty, rice dumplings, ipod classic, EOS 400d, birthday, brother, inline skates and bicycles.

craving:
ajisen very much
sushui buffet as much too.

but i have only one stomach and it's not big enough.
can someone come and bring me food :/






eos 400d. says:
please russel you're so nice.

eos 400d. says:
you're like super duper nice

eos 400d. says:
russel is very smart. and oh he is very very very nice

eos 400d IS russel. LOL

THANK GOD FOR NICE PEOPLE WHO MAKE NEVER FAIL ME, PEOPLE WHO MAKE UP THAT 10% :D

FACOM TML.
excited, not for the test
but for what's after that.
HOLIDAYS !!

and calvin,
tick tock tick tock.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU FELLA BIMBO
YOU GOSSIP GIRL
YOU TURTLE LOOKALIKE BUDDY
PINK IS BIMBOTIC!




RUSSEL PEAHEN,

music: shadow by ashlee simpson.

i need cash badly,

bought a plain mango top.
random tshirt
and this stack of "how to make me happier" thing.

and friday's FACOM
FACOM is facility operation and maintenance.
something like that.

so starbucks mugging day! :D
finally, i've been craving for starbucks for like 4 days i think.

mugging mugging mugging.
sleepless sleepless sleepless
fasting fasting fasting.

everything it's starting to multiply itself by 3
except for the capacity of my brain and time.

maintaining a positive attitude still
for it's gon' be better! :D

lunch with jocelyn, jiaying and lays!
WE NEED A GATHERING SOON

The flower said, "I wish I was a tree,"
The tree said, "I wish I could be
A different kind of tree,
The cat wished that it was a bee,
The turtle wished that it could fly
Really high into the sky,
Over rooftops and then dive
Deep into the sea.

And in the sea there is a fish,
A fish that has a secret wish,
A wish to be a big cactus
With a pink flower on it.
And in the sea there is a fish,
A fish that has a secret wish,
A wish to be a big cactus
With a pink flower on it.

And the flower
Would be its offering
Of love to the desert.
And the desert,
So dry and lonely,
That the creatures all
Appreciate the effort.

And the rattlesnake said,"I wish I had hands so
I could hug you like a man."
And then the cactus said,
"Don't you understand,
My skin is covered with sharp spikes
That'll stab you like a thousand knives.
A hug would be nice,
But hug my flower with your eyes."

From ocean to sky
Summer and fall
I have been there through it all
From laughing and crying
To pain that comes easy
From shades of gray meaning
That turn out so sweetly
I wonder when
I wonder what I'll find...

I look up to the sun
It only hurts my eyes
Maybe it's the answer
I've been wanting in disguise
The more you are with me
The more that I'm alone
I don't need the answer I already know

Subtle and grace
Desperate for change
My hand moves away
Melt dry eyes for days
Something's not right
Smiles and tantrums
Hit the ground running
It's all over and been done
I wonder when
I wonder I'll find...
I look up to the sun
It only hurts my eyes
Maybe it's the answer
I've been wanting in disguise
The more you are with me
The more that I'm alone
I don't need the answer I already know

What happens next?
We'll stop and go
The promises has already run cold
So now you know
So now you know

I look up to the sun
It only hurts my eyes
Maybe it's the answer
I've been wanting in disguise
The more you are with me
The more that I'm alone
I don't need the answer
The answer

I look up to the sun
It only hurts my eyes
Maybe it's the answer
I've been wanting in disguise
The more you are with me
The more that I'm alone
I don't need the answer I already know

there's really many stars tonight (:
and i'm coming back.
and this time for real

i'm having a terrible flu now.
like i only get them at night :/

math was pretty manageable.
nothing much to comment about.
and adrina became a panda today cause she didnt sleep a wink last night.

IKEA-ed and GIANT-ed today.
i need new furnitures.
scratch that, i need a new house!

I'M A CAT EATER AND BEWARE!

ADRINA(: i'd draw stars for you says:
SO YOU THINK IM A CAT EATER

d40x . says:
YOU HAVE ANGER ISSUES WHAT. JUST NOW WANT TO EAT YOUR SCHOOL CAT

ADRINA(: i'd draw stars for you says:
DONT YOU!

d40x . says:
YEAH PRETTY MUCH HAHAHA

that's the I WANT TO TOUCH THAT PIERCING face. LOL


i know i'm suppose to study and
not suppose to be here.

but i just can't take it anymore.
i need to yellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.

i'm sick like literally
and i've freaking test tomorrow.

nevertheless, i want to complete my one hour prayer!
it's only the first day.
NGU NGU (:

celes is a nut
morganie is an ehh
and IM A LINE!

we're beside each other but we are talking online.

girlfriends, i love y'all
it's like a idk how to explain kind of love.
it's not like a love HAHA
it's an unexplainable thing LOL.

i'm confused.

i want a happy ending!


hello ! HAHA WHAT AN IDIOT

i'm like at the library,
with morganie and calvin
but i don't know where morganie is now.
somewhere around the library i suppose.

i'm suppose to study but there isn't any tables.

i'm surfing friendster and waiting for your reply.
AND I'M REALLY BORED.
i'm going to start my revision in half an hour i hope

and celes. COME SOON.
i wanna see you like RIGHT NOW <3

I WANNA WRITE A LETTER TO THE PRESIDENT
haha i'm a nutcase ((:
nono, i'm a happy girl.

i seriously honestly have nothing to say
other than me being happy :D

i wanna sing a song.

17 june 1991
City Harvest Church
Temasek Polytechnic (FDM)
blackened.keys@hotmail.com

God
Celes&Morgan


WISHLIST:

*dSLR

*Hair extensions

*House w halfsheltered balcony

*Macbook

*Mannequin(black)

*Motorola razr v8 lux edi

*PencilBOX(artbox)$9.90

*Polaroid camera

*Pop camera

*Rubik's cube(toysrus)$15
(thank you SIT n my girlfriend<3)

*Sewing machine

*Travel all around Europe

*Try all 50 yummiest cakes in sgp
(refer to archive)

*Umbrella(zara/pink)
(thank you russel!<3)

*Webcam
(thanks N803!)








* Alex
* Alex(fyrhto)
* Amanda Lye(B&J)
* Ang Ren
* Anthony
* Anzoe
* Atiqah
* Ayul
* Bernita
* Bowen
* Calvin(BIMBO!)
* Cass
* CELES <3
* Charmaine
* Chelsie
* Cherlyn
* Cheryl
* Cheryl(H-I-PP-O)
* Chu Xian
* Clar
* Darren(sexy goldfish)
* Dorigo
* Dorothy
* Elene
* Estelle
* Farrah
* FYRHTO
* Gary Quek
* Gary Shien
* Gerald
* Gui Sheng
* G1S4
* Gwendelyn MOMO
* Hazrul
* Hui Ling
* Hui Fang
* Jenna
* Jeremy Liu
* Jeremy Ng
* Jia Mei
* Jia Ying(bowen)
* Jia Ying(FDM803)
* Jing Hui
* Jing Ting
* Joanne
* Joey
* Joleen
* JOsephine
* Jocelyn
* JY
* Kay
* Kazaf
* Kenneth
* Latif LALAAAA
* Lay Yen
* Lester
* Lilian
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* Melissa
* MORGAN <3
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* Nixi
* N349
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* Persie
* Phillina
* Rayan
* Robin
* RUSSEL
* Shamsul
* Shavonne
* Shu Hui(twin)
* Si Kai
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* Sun
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* Ta Wei
* Terry
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* Timothy
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* Wei Shan
* Wen Kai
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* Xavier
* XN
* Yi Ling
* Yongjian
* Yuan Ting
* Zhi Yun
* Zumei